Believe it or not, I meet most my friends out at clubs. They come up to me and I can't help but give my number away. So one day I was out at Tigerheat, this very popular gay club, when this jewish girl with big poofy curly hair comes up to me. I instantly smile and we start talking about where she worked. She worked with her Aunt at a sunglasses shop, and knew I loved sunglasses! She told me all about her discount, and I took down her number. She said if I was ever in Santa Monica, to stop by the sunglass store. I don't know what came over me, but less than a week later I was in Santa Monica walking to every sunglass store, because I wanted to surprise her. An hour later I called her to see which one she was at. She didn't pick up, and I spent another hour sunglass store hopping. I left her a message telling her I just happen to be in town, but really I was dragging my friend all over town looking for her. Turns out she was all the way on the other side of town, and the dozen shops I went to wasn't hers. I later found out she was in school and had her phone off for the first time in awhile. A few days after that we hung out, and instantly became a pair. Everything I did, I did it with her. We got closer and closer, and would have cute chats for hours in the car before I went inside my apartment. We made each other so very happy. I never wanted to tell her this, but I became dependent on seeing her. I felt my day wasn't complete without her in it. Even if it was just to grab coffee, or jump on Stickam. I remember her use to like tea, but I rubbed off on her and she started liking coffee. She would get the iced soy cinnamon dolce with me. I even remember when I switched to a iced soy toffee nut latte. She did not like it. I believe she said it tasted like dirt. But one day she decided to get her drink, and me get mine, then we mixed them together and it was good! So then we'd get it for about a month straight. I know it's kind of lame, but it made me feel good cause it was OUR drink. We concocted it together. What really made me so happy is that for awhile she was always there for me. I would call her, and she would always come as soon as she could. As if she was on call or something. She always worked with me, and helped me go grocery shopping. I remember the first time when she was shocked cause the store makes you bag your own bags. She was on the phone with someone telling them. I thought it was hilarious. We even went to Kmart together. Her first experience in one. I don't think we bought anything, but just walking around the store with her was like a new experience. I remember she was the one who got me to get my first pair of 'skinny jeans'. They were what she wore: Cheap Mondays. I use to not like them so much (cause I thought my legs were to skinny) but now I think I look good in them. We even went to San Francisco. My first time ever being there. We had a sleepover at her house, then got up and left. I remember almost breaking down for some reason, but we kept on going! Speaking about breaking down, we "broke it down" to the new Britney Spears songs, 3 months before the cd even came out. Before people even heard Gimme More, we were all over gaydar. I mean radar, but we called it gaydar. We even made videos of all us in the car, but YouTube removed it. Jive records tried suing me, and my roommate got made I was leaking the songs. We got into a huge argument, and I was replaced a week later. Next thing I know me and my best friend were packing my stuff and driving over to Jaymi's apartment. Where I stayed till I found my new apartment (which I'm in now.) Through it all, she has meant so very much to me, and I wish things would of turned out differently. You won't hear anything bad coming out of my mouth about her, cause she doesn't deserve that. She deserves to be happy, and I cherish all the times we spent together. Roxy, thank you for being you. I hope one day you find that person who will make you truly happy. I love you roxyrox.